User blog comment:Super10ZX/Confession/@comment-5754239-20200508212629

I'm glad you feel comfortable enough on this wiki to share such a deeply personal story. I definitely see your pain, and I can understand where you're coming from. It's very natural to feel that sort of regret even if it was a small comment given what ended up happening. I don't think anyone blames you for making an off-hand comment, especially with how uncertain and wild things were around that time. You were trying to cope with a very emotionally stressful time, and the outlet for that happened to be a humorous comment that was, in retrospect, insensitive.

I'm glad to see that you've reflected on this, and I hope talking about it has given you closure. I would even recommend talking about it with someone close to you that you trust, given that it's weighed on your conscience for so long.

What happened surrounding Etika was a complex situation that we may never know all the details about. It's not your fault in the slightest, and no one can fault you for making a mistake. I encourage you to forgive yourself and find peace.