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"So the actual reason you were given was that "you are too lewd"?"

The actual reason I was given back then was that I "leaked" things about the behind-the-scenes of Puzzle Room in a comment section. Like, someone said Ruse Bird got kicked out over puzzle room, so I corrected them saying that he only got demoted from backroom, and got re-promoted later. Which was... public info, I thought?

Now, when it comes to the big secrets, I'm not a leaker at all, but I was always a little too open with general rip info and telling the fans the internal stories behind things (which, prior to September 30, was not allowed under the NDA). But it seemed a bit bullshit to no-warnings get kicked over "leaks" that, at that point, weren't even against the rules anymore. At the time, I thought the real reason was because I'd made TTGD, which had quickly grown TOO popular and a bit hated among Siiva, but over time there were more and more hints that it was more about the lewd stuff again.

But I really can't know just what was being said about me behind my back among backroom... When I was brought back in, it was with open arms, and an understanding that the lewd stuff was being blown way out of proportion, regardless of how stupid some of it is to say... Like, I think everyone in backroom knew about screencaps like that, and knew that it wasn't as bad as it looked back then. When the channel was ending on September 30, everyone in the team server was gushing their hearts out about how great the experience was, and shouting out their favorite members, and I was shouted out a bit, and, just, everyone was friends. No hint of any hate being harbored towards me. Only a week or two later and I get kicked out again. And then months later, Siiva become the ones spreading this horrible shit about me. I really don't know how it all got turned around.

Metalik doesn't know either, though, he's not backroom. It'd have to be screenshots from the backroom server in 2016. But I really think it was more about protecting the rep of Siiva because of what I'd ended up being associated with, as opposed to actually believing I'm some predatory monster like they seem to now.

Omitting the reason entirely is a good way to keep any other Siiva members from injecting their version of the "truth" into it I guess. Sorry to have brought any drama, but, people like Metalik, they see my name and they just have to troll me in some way. Hopefully it doesn't happen again.