Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-29980193-20200328191740/@comment-33237367-20200414173102

I Want to be in a Constant Sate of being calm, I Know I Can, But I Know people will get mad at me for 1 Unrelated thing I Do if it's OC Related or Tournament Related. I don't know how to be calm when I'm scared people will get mad at me for 1 Little Thing or leave Entirely just because of my Presence Alone. And I Can't be happy about that Either unless I'm actually a Monster which I Never wanted to be in the First Place. So, I'm sort of stuck in this Limbo where I'm calm, But not too Calm and Airheaded where People will get pissed at me 24/7, Yet they still get pissed at me somehow... I don't know how to continue this, So I'll just leave it here. I Just want everyone safe and well. Isn't it too much to ask...?